...I never felt this lonely before, not this lonely. The feeling of loneliness and the feeling of missing something that I feel like I haven't do it good enough and to just simply let it go and get a move on with my life. People said "lets move on with our life ok"? I felt like I got a slap big time on my face, its sound like "you are so useless", "I want to start over with someone else"....I seriously felt like that.
Maybe really, seriously and probably she deserve something thats better for her huh, Im only just another ordinary person. Perhaps people described me as that if "you are what you eat" I should be like a sandwiches. Why? maybe I'm "easy" or perhaps "simple" just like a sandwiches huh.
Why people always wanna do something so complicated anyway, life its so simple and i never expected THAT much in life.
....I really miss you thats all
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Friday, November 27, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
precious life
You are unhappy, salary is low, work is like shit!, don't have much friends, suffer many many fucking things in life!!, society is unfair and many many god damn little things you probably can complain about or even me! complained about it almost everyday yeah i admitted that. After reading this article this morning things in my mind starting to slowly change.....your life is more precious as you might thing it is, you probably in a better situation right now than some other people out there.
Hope the pictures here can really give us some motivation in life and tech us that we as a human being should never take anything for granted because life is not a storyboard you know, you can't erase it off and draw it again again and again, we can't change the past instead of improving and living in a better way in a present day. The pursuit of happiness is within us is just a matter if you can bring it out or not....
Hope the pictures here can really give us some motivation in life and tech us that we as a human being should never take anything for granted because life is not a storyboard you know, you can't erase it off and draw it again again and again, we can't change the past instead of improving and living in a better way in a present day. The pursuit of happiness is within us is just a matter if you can bring it out or not....
"Are you till complaining? Observe around you and thankful for all that you have in this transitory life time. We are fortunate, we have much more that what we need to be content. Lets try not to feed this endless cycle of consumerism and immortality in which this "modern and advanced" society forgets and ignores the other two thirds of our brothers and sisters. Let's us complain less and give more...."
Friday, February 13, 2009
25 things about me
The Obligatory Procedure:
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!
Yes! It was suppose to post on my Facebook but due to the stupidity and the policy of my company for God sake! They decided to block us visiting Facebook, Frienster and even Hi5! God damn it! and yes I dont have the internet at home.
1. Well what to say about me, my name is Supasit, it mean “I can do anything” my mom was planning to given me a name of “Sukrit” but the monk said is not a good name for me so…. Supasit is my name since then.
2. Our family’s last name “Duriyananda” was given by the King Chulalongkorn, Rama V of Thailand due to my great grand father which happened to served near by the King and also working there in the King palace. By the way my great grand father name was “Durian” yes it’s those Durian fruit (Duriyananda).
3. I went to a private school for my kindergarten and primary school, the school fees are expensive but my mom is willing to pay for my better future.
4. I didn’t do so well since the primary school, can’t manage to pass some subjects especially in mathematics which I really bad at it (till today). My mom cried and went we got home she really did hit me on my bottom and so on I still didn’t do so well at a primary school.
5. Secondary school was a little bit better, I moved to a government school, the fees was cheaper and more friends. I still didn’t manage to pass some subjects but this time it was in Physical education (PE) can you imagine that? My mom didn’t cried maybe she used to it. All the teachers still recognize me till today due to the bad habit I did at school but hey at the end of the day I manage to pass all the subjects and got a good grade too.
6. One day in class before lunch we were playing soccer at the back of our class room, I kicked the ball from the back of the room and I guess I kicked it too hard so the ball hit right on my friend face. He got kinda mad at walk up to me and hit me right on my left eye…ouch!! It was hurt and gave me a huge bruised. After the incident he apologizes and since then we were best friend but now we kinda lost touch. My mom still thinks that I was hit by a soccer ball till today.
7. I got a motorcycle crash when I was at the secondary school because me and my mate was skipped English class and went to play Winning11 (famous soccer game) and on the way back my mate motorcycle went into a corner too fast, one of my leg stuck there underneath the motorcycle, dragging me along the street and leave me a scar on my knee till today.
8. After 3 years at the secondary school I passed the High school requirement test and got a chance to move into another school. First year at High school was good at first.
9. I didn’t like the High school uniform, specially those brown short pants, brown socks and dark brown shoes (ugly).
10. Normally skipped class went to play game and so on…my High school life wasn’t good at all.
11. Decide to gave up High school due to the bad habit I make and most of all the school and my parents was thought that I might be better in some other things or school. I was studied there not even a year.
12. Move to New Zealand to continuing my High school since I was about 15 years old, it was in February 1999.
13. The first year in New Zealand was good. I have to stay at school hostel and it was a good experiences, everything was great except the food was a nightmare. I can’t even speak proper English then, all I can say was yes, no and thank you (seriously). Got a Korean friend his name is….shit I can’t remember but anyway he thought me of how to say “what the fuck are you looking at!” I didn’t know what it was then so I gave it a try to some people, all I got back was one kinda look!, luckily I didn’t get punch instead.
14. Went back home at the end of the year, everyone said I look very fat!
15. Second year in New Zealand was even better, I moved out from the hostel to live in a home stay. I learned how to speak with kiwi’s accents and even eat like kiwi yes Marmite with bread, am telling you the smell was fucking horrible at first but it tastes nice though. Till today I still can’t figure it out what is a different between Marmite and Vegemite? Can you? Oh I almost forgot New Zealand’s marijuana (weed) was a good shit! Yes I tried some…why not?
16. Got into a problem with some skinhead at High school, I fucking hate skinhead since then. Even when I was at Burger king, the dude walk up to me and said “you fucking Asian!” I stood up and said “Go back to your mama!” luckily the security guard was around there otherwise I wont be here writing this. Oh those “Go back to your mama!” thing I learned it from the movie I watch earlier.
17. After 2 years at High school my life was getting kinda complicated again of what I should do next. Decided to take a 1 year course in Diploma in Foundation visual art. The class was good most of them are an adult. Best and the most embarrassed yet things of all is Life drawing class, well the woman model was nice but when it came to a man specially naked in front of me I just cant draw anything.
18. I started to smoke since when I was here in New Zealand but never try a roly cigarette before. Roly cigarette is those that u needs to provide papers and filters and of course a tobacco then you rolls it up. My class mate thought me how to roll it with one hand, I can’t do it till today. I still can smell the smell of tobacco and rum every time I mention about it which was the one particular brand I always like to buy “Port royal”.
19. After the Diploma course I have to wait for a half year to enroll into the Wanganui School of design. In that half year me and my other 2 Thai mate and other 4 from Hong Kong got the offer from Wanganui UCOL to enroll into a special program call…..I forgot the name of the program. Anyway later on during in July 2003 we all got into the Wanganui School of design except one of our friend from Hong kong due to his unpredictable life and laziness.
20. The first year at the University was great. I rent a place and stayed with my other 3 Chinese friends. My room mate his name is Joe Yeh, we are still best friend till now. Got my first car at the 2nd year of the university and yes is a Nissan silvia s14. Decided to move out to live with my Thai mate at the motel and that was a wrong decision. Sold my beloved Nissan silvia due to the super extremely low of the car body kit its kinda annoying me. Bought a 2nd car at the 3rd year of the university it was a Honda Integra, it was a cheap and good car but the mileage was showing more than 150000 km when I got it! Kinda ripped me of but what the hell.
21. I never tell my parents about getting a 2nd car and they still don’t know about it till today. By the way I sold the Honda for about $3000nz from about $8000nz I got it for due to the broken gearbox and this took me a while to get over it.
22. I quit smoking due to my friend showing me those lung cancer pictures, it was all black and totally fucking gross! and of course for some other reason too. I got into a serious relationship.
23. After the graduation in July 2006, I tried to look for jobs in New Zealand but it didn’t go as well as I plan. Working at a Thai restaurant for a part time and got about $70-$80 a week, I am the delivery boy (sometimes) one night I delivering to one house and got the guys ripped me of by saying that he called at the restaurant about why the food delivering were so late and he asking for some free charge of service and everything bla bla bla….so at the end I didn’t charge him anything. Went I got back I told my boss about it, he got mad! not at me but at those fucking bastard cuz it was $50. We marked that house as a bad list and never deliver to that house again!
24. After almost 7 years in New Zealand I came back home and just realized I lost all the touch with friends here in Thailand, I dont have much friends since then. I was lost since then but still struggling to find a job in Malaysia. I got a job in LOT10 in the heart of KL after almost a month in Malaysia, I worked as a graphic designer but the place is a Hair saloon and a photo shooting studio. Due to working permit problems and for some reason I quit my job within a week or maybe 2 weeks without them paying me! The owner is a Singaporean.
25. Have to comeback to Thailand every month due to 1 month policy visiting to Malaysia. In Nov 2006 I worked at Eminent design in Malaysia, took a train almost 1hr everyday to work, my station is at the very last station “kelana jaya” life was very tough then due to some reason, I was by myself. At the end of Dec 2006 the company decided to not hiring me anymore due to a working permit problems (again) and some other reason. I worked there for a month. In Nov 2007 I got a job offer in Thailand and have been working there ever since and the rest is a very complicated history.
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!
Yes! It was suppose to post on my Facebook but due to the stupidity and the policy of my company for God sake! They decided to block us visiting Facebook, Frienster and even Hi5! God damn it! and yes I dont have the internet at home.
1. Well what to say about me, my name is Supasit, it mean “I can do anything” my mom was planning to given me a name of “Sukrit” but the monk said is not a good name for me so…. Supasit is my name since then.
2. Our family’s last name “Duriyananda” was given by the King Chulalongkorn, Rama V of Thailand due to my great grand father which happened to served near by the King and also working there in the King palace. By the way my great grand father name was “Durian” yes it’s those Durian fruit (Duriyananda).
3. I went to a private school for my kindergarten and primary school, the school fees are expensive but my mom is willing to pay for my better future.
4. I didn’t do so well since the primary school, can’t manage to pass some subjects especially in mathematics which I really bad at it (till today). My mom cried and went we got home she really did hit me on my bottom and so on I still didn’t do so well at a primary school.
5. Secondary school was a little bit better, I moved to a government school, the fees was cheaper and more friends. I still didn’t manage to pass some subjects but this time it was in Physical education (PE) can you imagine that? My mom didn’t cried maybe she used to it. All the teachers still recognize me till today due to the bad habit I did at school but hey at the end of the day I manage to pass all the subjects and got a good grade too.
6. One day in class before lunch we were playing soccer at the back of our class room, I kicked the ball from the back of the room and I guess I kicked it too hard so the ball hit right on my friend face. He got kinda mad at walk up to me and hit me right on my left eye…ouch!! It was hurt and gave me a huge bruised. After the incident he apologizes and since then we were best friend but now we kinda lost touch. My mom still thinks that I was hit by a soccer ball till today.
7. I got a motorcycle crash when I was at the secondary school because me and my mate was skipped English class and went to play Winning11 (famous soccer game) and on the way back my mate motorcycle went into a corner too fast, one of my leg stuck there underneath the motorcycle, dragging me along the street and leave me a scar on my knee till today.
8. After 3 years at the secondary school I passed the High school requirement test and got a chance to move into another school. First year at High school was good at first.
9. I didn’t like the High school uniform, specially those brown short pants, brown socks and dark brown shoes (ugly).
10. Normally skipped class went to play game and so on…my High school life wasn’t good at all.
11. Decide to gave up High school due to the bad habit I make and most of all the school and my parents was thought that I might be better in some other things or school. I was studied there not even a year.
12. Move to New Zealand to continuing my High school since I was about 15 years old, it was in February 1999.
13. The first year in New Zealand was good. I have to stay at school hostel and it was a good experiences, everything was great except the food was a nightmare. I can’t even speak proper English then, all I can say was yes, no and thank you (seriously). Got a Korean friend his name is….shit I can’t remember but anyway he thought me of how to say “what the fuck are you looking at!” I didn’t know what it was then so I gave it a try to some people, all I got back was one kinda look!, luckily I didn’t get punch instead.
14. Went back home at the end of the year, everyone said I look very fat!
15. Second year in New Zealand was even better, I moved out from the hostel to live in a home stay. I learned how to speak with kiwi’s accents and even eat like kiwi yes Marmite with bread, am telling you the smell was fucking horrible at first but it tastes nice though. Till today I still can’t figure it out what is a different between Marmite and Vegemite? Can you? Oh I almost forgot New Zealand’s marijuana (weed) was a good shit! Yes I tried some…why not?
16. Got into a problem with some skinhead at High school, I fucking hate skinhead since then. Even when I was at Burger king, the dude walk up to me and said “you fucking Asian!” I stood up and said “Go back to your mama!” luckily the security guard was around there otherwise I wont be here writing this. Oh those “Go back to your mama!” thing I learned it from the movie I watch earlier.
17. After 2 years at High school my life was getting kinda complicated again of what I should do next. Decided to take a 1 year course in Diploma in Foundation visual art. The class was good most of them are an adult. Best and the most embarrassed yet things of all is Life drawing class, well the woman model was nice but when it came to a man specially naked in front of me I just cant draw anything.
18. I started to smoke since when I was here in New Zealand but never try a roly cigarette before. Roly cigarette is those that u needs to provide papers and filters and of course a tobacco then you rolls it up. My class mate thought me how to roll it with one hand, I can’t do it till today. I still can smell the smell of tobacco and rum every time I mention about it which was the one particular brand I always like to buy “Port royal”.
19. After the Diploma course I have to wait for a half year to enroll into the Wanganui School of design. In that half year me and my other 2 Thai mate and other 4 from Hong Kong got the offer from Wanganui UCOL to enroll into a special program call…..I forgot the name of the program. Anyway later on during in July 2003 we all got into the Wanganui School of design except one of our friend from Hong kong due to his unpredictable life and laziness.
20. The first year at the University was great. I rent a place and stayed with my other 3 Chinese friends. My room mate his name is Joe Yeh, we are still best friend till now. Got my first car at the 2nd year of the university and yes is a Nissan silvia s14. Decided to move out to live with my Thai mate at the motel and that was a wrong decision. Sold my beloved Nissan silvia due to the super extremely low of the car body kit its kinda annoying me. Bought a 2nd car at the 3rd year of the university it was a Honda Integra, it was a cheap and good car but the mileage was showing more than 150000 km when I got it! Kinda ripped me of but what the hell.
21. I never tell my parents about getting a 2nd car and they still don’t know about it till today. By the way I sold the Honda for about $3000nz from about $8000nz I got it for due to the broken gearbox and this took me a while to get over it.
22. I quit smoking due to my friend showing me those lung cancer pictures, it was all black and totally fucking gross! and of course for some other reason too. I got into a serious relationship.
23. After the graduation in July 2006, I tried to look for jobs in New Zealand but it didn’t go as well as I plan. Working at a Thai restaurant for a part time and got about $70-$80 a week, I am the delivery boy (sometimes) one night I delivering to one house and got the guys ripped me of by saying that he called at the restaurant about why the food delivering were so late and he asking for some free charge of service and everything bla bla bla….so at the end I didn’t charge him anything. Went I got back I told my boss about it, he got mad! not at me but at those fucking bastard cuz it was $50. We marked that house as a bad list and never deliver to that house again!
24. After almost 7 years in New Zealand I came back home and just realized I lost all the touch with friends here in Thailand, I dont have much friends since then. I was lost since then but still struggling to find a job in Malaysia. I got a job in LOT10 in the heart of KL after almost a month in Malaysia, I worked as a graphic designer but the place is a Hair saloon and a photo shooting studio. Due to working permit problems and for some reason I quit my job within a week or maybe 2 weeks without them paying me! The owner is a Singaporean.
25. Have to comeback to Thailand every month due to 1 month policy visiting to Malaysia. In Nov 2006 I worked at Eminent design in Malaysia, took a train almost 1hr everyday to work, my station is at the very last station “kelana jaya” life was very tough then due to some reason, I was by myself. At the end of Dec 2006 the company decided to not hiring me anymore due to a working permit problems (again) and some other reason. I worked there for a month. In Nov 2007 I got a job offer in Thailand and have been working there ever since and the rest is a very complicated history.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
products photography
Recently (well not really)...got myself a new Canon EOS 1000D with a reasonable price of 19500B plus 4G memory. People said that Canon EOS 1000D is a small version of a Canon EOS 450D with a slightly different function, size and the price then the rest is up to your skill~^!).
Well trying to be a good photographer is not that difficult but you got to give a 101% concentration into it then you can consider yourself a (quite) good photographer haha....i guess everything take times to learn and well I'm learning.
Ever dream of having your own photography studio at home well i knew those light set up is expensive but how about a little lower budget kinda ideas? YES i got myself a 2 table lamps from HOME PRO the other day and with a high watt super white light bulb...this should do the job well and it save me a fortune!!^.
More pictures
Well trying to be a good photographer is not that difficult but you got to give a 101% concentration into it then you can consider yourself a (quite) good photographer haha....i guess everything take times to learn and well I'm learning.
Ever dream of having your own photography studio at home well i knew those light set up is expensive but how about a little lower budget kinda ideas? YES i got myself a 2 table lamps from HOME PRO the other day and with a high watt super white light bulb...this should do the job well and it save me a fortune!!^.
More pictures
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Super Tuesday
Well in the U.S. they have a Super Tuesday, I guess we have it here too in Thailand!haha. But Instead of calling it a "super Tuesday" I should have call it a "Boring Tuesday". Sitting in an office, facing a 15"!! computer everyday this easily can spoil my eyes. Well this is what i do (live with it dude!!)
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Trying to figure it out how to operate a BIG printer, weight about 250 kg (can u imagine how big!). The printer was happened to be in a server room which we have to be there, listening to all those earsplitting sound, sitting on the floor for almost 2 hours this make us goes crazy.
People said "the bigger the better" right, haha but i guess those saying cant apply to this "BIG" printer at all!. At the end of the day we kinda gave it up and leave it as the way it is...aiihh.
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
Lazy Sunday
Sunday, a family day. Seeing my parents 1-2 times in a week sometimes it make me feel like i should spend times with both of them more when ever i can to so. A quarrel got started not even 10 minute after we met, haha but i kinda use to it and i guess that is a family things.
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yeaaa..aa I knew is not (that) relate to the topic at all but this is a very rare thing to see in an underground train!!, I think is a police's dog
Take them for a walk, bring them for lunch and the end of the day they pay me a big dinner..haha thanks Mum and Dad. A day gone by so quick, well until next weekend Mum and Dad...see yaaaa!! love you
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err..that is not my parents, look behind them!
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yeaaa..aa I knew is not (that) relate to the topic at all but this is a very rare thing to see in an underground train!!, I think is a police's dog
Friday, February 29, 2008
Lonely Friday
A first time in a very very long time since the last time i stayed here in Bangkok for the weekend. I get out of Bangkok every Friday, a traffic jam, working in an office everyday sometimes that kinda life can make me so sick!. A visit to my parents house would be a very very nice idea to do so for every Friday.
Somehow i didn't manage to get out of town at this weekend instead of having a Company golf competition on Saturday morning. I thought i needed a practice before having a real swing on tomorrow, an idea of going to a driving range is not such a bad idea at all!!.
Somehow i didn't manage to get out of town at this weekend instead of having a Company golf competition on Saturday morning. I thought i needed a practice before having a real swing on tomorrow, an idea of going to a driving range is not such a bad idea at all!!.
Eventually its turn bad, I stuck in a %$@! jam for almost an hour on the way to a driving range. The ideas of having a nice night is totally gone, an empty stomach even make me so mad about everything.
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The All Star golf club, the best driving range in Bangkok.
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That was a good Friday night.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Lets go to Pat-phong
When we talk about "Pat-Phong", we often though of sex show, prostitution and a lot more thing that you can think of in a sexual way!!. Somehow this area became the most popular attraction for most of the foreigners. As a Thai people and walking pass this area everyday i find it kinda disgusting to see and strongly feel that those Thai(woman) can be better than just a pole dancer.
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Hey! I'm just only mention about Pat-phong, sex show but I'm not a pervert alright, we have a chance to walk into this street today and i thought of how should i write about this famous street that's all.
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Hey! I'm just only mention about Pat-phong, sex show but I'm not a pervert alright, we have a chance to walk into this street today and i thought of how should i write about this famous street that's all.
A cheap lunch can be easily find around Pat-phong, as my working place only across the street from here. An alley leading us from the main street to the lunch place, a bit scary but worth to give it a try. If this is at night time i cant imagine what will this alley will turn to!!@#.
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Finally the alley then leading us to this canteen of a Hospital (are we lost, i asked my colleague) how the hell!! did we turn up in here at the hospital's canteen!..haha. We manage to find some seat and HuuReyyy!! its lunch time.
Thailand the land of smile(food).........................
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Little Japanese town
Do you know that we have a (little) Japanese town in Bangkok?. Well maybe i shouldnt use the word "town" perhaps i should have call it "Japanese street". Its located on Silom street, Soi Thaniya. "Soi" is the term used in Thailand for a side-street branching off a major street. The place well know for a varieties of Golf equipment, Japanese food and a place for a gentleman(if you know what i mean!).
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A quick lunch with my Dad at the Japanese restaurant at soi Thaniya, the environment, the street, the people and the food somehow in that moment it make me feel like I'm at another side of the world. A unique place in that very small corner, a must place to visit when you are here in Bangkok!.
A juicy and thick Katsu curry is what we had for lunch even though how much my Dad dislike in any (i mean any) curry, I somehow can manage to drag and beg him to try this Japanese curry for lunch...haha. He kinda like it and in the end he nicely asked me if he can have another Udon soup!!.. (errr..rr go ahead Dad!).
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Uniquely Singapore
Singapore or Singapura "is an island nation located at the southern tip of the Peninsula. It lies 137 kilometres (85 mi) north of the Equator, south of the Malaysian state of Johor and north of Indonesia's Riau Islands. At 704.0 km² (272 sq mi), it is one of the few remaining city-states in the world and the smallest country in Southeast Asia".
Another place on earth that i rather die for to visit!, even though is so close to Thailand but i have never been there before. Well I've been to Johor state not Johor Baru but Tang-kak, not so close to Singapore but hahaha i guess that is another step closer to my uniquely Singapore dream!!.
What to do, what to see, and what to eat in Singapore. People said Singapore is the food capital of Asia, the culture, people and many many things are making this small country growing strong and this is what i call life "so happening!!". woohuuu...
look at that! Isnt that a place you want to live or even visit for one in your life time, so Happening!!
Another place on earth that i rather die for to visit!, even though is so close to Thailand but i have never been there before. Well I've been to Johor state not Johor Baru but Tang-kak, not so close to Singapore but hahaha i guess that is another step closer to my uniquely Singapore dream!!.
What to do, what to see, and what to eat in Singapore. People said Singapore is the food capital of Asia, the culture, people and many many things are making this small country growing strong and this is what i call life "so happening!!". woohuuu...
look at that! Isnt that a place you want to live or even visit for one in your life time, so Happening!!
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